[Whole lot of CWs here. Slurs, trans hate, queer hate, furry hate...]
If you hang around on Twitter long enough it'll probably happen eventually: you say a thing that takes wings and the next thing you know you have to silence your phone because it's beeping every 3 seconds with RTs and replies. I guess in my case I can't be too disappointed in what did it for me. Out of all the random bad puns and random banter, what blew up for me was
a rather charged tweet I made about gender identity and gamers:
Just saying: If you can memorize
- The moves of 200+ pokemon
- The moveset of every fighter in DBFZ
- The routes for speedruns
- The roles of 100+ heroes in a MOBA
- The spray patterns of guns in CS:GO
- The names and records of eSports teams
You can remember people's pronouns.
Shamefully this came from a place of anger. I've gone thus far without calling out the person in question because I believe, if they saw how big this blew up, maybe they'll give some thought to it. Suffice to say though, I was just a wee bit grumpy at a speedrunner misgendering a trans individual. This runner prides them self on being varied in the pool of games the run and routes they remember, but they claim remembering the probably ~10 people in their normal stream circles that aren't he/him is too much work.
The tweet itself was crafted to try to be more generic, hitting on something almost anyone that would self-identify as a gamer would at least understand, if not be immediately party to. My original intent was to empower people who deal with this with talking points rather than directly call anyone out. I guess you could say I was yelling into the echo chamber; something I am sometimes guilty of. What happened next though ended up educating me.
The tweet blew up. It started with a few friends Like/RTing it, then my phone was assaulted with a salvo of happy chimes indicating someone had interacted with my tweet. Within minutes I had to mute my device as friend-of-friend-of-friend-of-friends were RTing multiple times a second. It was around then I knew I probably screwed up.
The most interesting thing about this is the propagation of the tweet followed very specific phases...
Phase 1 - Echo Chamber RTing: This is pretty much what I expected if things went anywhere. Friends RTing the tweet, and friends of them RTing it. The last few times I had something go "viral", it bounced around within a rather closed social group of people who shared my opinions and thoughts, so at worst I got a few people voicing their agreement or questioning some of my verbage choice. I always enjoyed when this happened because the pool of people engaging was small enough to peek at profiles and possibly find new people to follow.
Phase 2 - General Break-Out: I muted my phone and went to bed. At some point in the morning, I'm not sure when or even if there is a specific "when", the tweet reached out beyond the bubble of like-minded people I expected. Now instead of getting quiet RTs of agreement, I was seeing Quote RTs where people were inserting their own commentary, and then soon after that replies. For the most part this fell into three groups: general statements such as "I don't remember any of these things, haha", polite disagreements about the nature of gender identity, and statements that I "care too much" or whatever.
Folded into what I would consider polite discussion were a few more charged challenges. An interesting thing about the challenges in this phase of things though was most of them jumped straight to neo-pronouns, ignoring both cis women being misgendered in communities, and trans people. I assume most of these were in bad faith, regurgitating hatred and trolling. In this phase, challenges fell into one of a few groups:
- Okay my pronouns are (random noun) and (other random noun), remember it or you're a nazi
- Haha who cares about pronouns on the internet you loser
- Trans and gender non-confirming people are mentally ill and I won't engage their delusion
- Yeah but I care about pokemon/DBFZ/etc, and I don't care about identities
I think the thing of most interest here is, despite receiving about 100 of such replies, they all sorted neatly into one of these groups, while a lot of the people speaking them thought they were unique and clever, or had some insight I and others had never seen before. Most of these I ignored; a rare one or two I replied to when I saw a particular opening for a hilarious "sick burn" or whatever the kids say now and days.
Also present were the usual tired arguments of "Science says!" and whatnot. These caused arguments within the thread and linking of biased scientific journals. The usual.
One thing I could not help but notice is the more "spicy" takes seemed to come largely from individuals with anime styled avatars. Maybe that's because there's a larger ratio of them on Twitter in general, or maybe there's a correlation? I called this out to one person and they found it ironic this was coming from a furry with a furry avatar. Meh, most of the furs were on my "side" though? Such as there were sides anyway.
Mixed into this is one more thing worthy of note: individuals who felt some degree of guilt over the entire thing. This manifested in about two dozen people replying that they're trying to remember but it's actually hard sometimes. My one regret in all of this is Twitter's message length constrained exactly what I wanted to say and I didn't get a chance to express that trying is far more than most people do and mistakes can happen, so guilt shouldn't be felt from people being sincere. Oh well.
I think the highlights were the person who
got so mad at my tweet that they forgot pronouns existed at all and
my reply to them later. Also an individual I won't link who came at me pretty hard, but later apologized and explained to me that they, like a bunch of others, took exception to the implication that I also supported full gender non-conformity/non-binary and they felt this took a platform away from trans people. I don't agree, but I can respect the viewpoint.
Phase 3 - The Shitstorm: This persisted for about 24 hours. Then at some point the nasty stuff started. I can only presume someone with some sway or a large reader base somehow found my tweet and talked about it, because this seemed to be a very sudden and specific event in which even these somewhat thought out troll responses just turned into vitriol. I woke up the next day with about two dozen DMs from various people saying everything from "There are two genders and you are a deluded (slur)" to "I'm going to find and kill you if you don't delete your tweet". I reported the more egregious ones, of course.
Again it's worthy of note here that the people most upset about my tweet seem to have dog-whistled on the inference that I was talking about neo-pronouns (xe, ze, peh, etc, and to some degree them/they). While I certainly include that under the umbrella of "If you want to respect someone you should support their identity". this whole thing started with a woman being misgendered as a man. So a lot of the angry replies were attacking a straw man I didn't bring to the table.
In this phase, the activities from phases 1 and 2 were still present but were now taking a back seat to people bandwagoning on just insulting people in the thread. Several fights broke out between people posting low-effort insults against my furry/kin identity, against my validity as a person due to what I care about, against trans people, against GNC people, against women... and the people who wanted to defend any of the above. I mostly went silent at this point, half out of scientific curiosity for how this would play out and half due to the fact that life took my attention away from Twitter for a day or three.
Noteworthy "challenges" here...
- lul sjw fur-fag
- something something autism
- You're such a loser if you care about people using pronouns in games
- (Animated GIF of a 3D model of the number 2, presumably to argue the 'two genders' thing, but I actually don't know for sure)
- Who can't keep he and she straight?? LUL
- You must have no life if this is what you waste your time on (that one coming from a Twitch streamer "trying to go full time" for over a year with 4 average viewers so I'm sure they're a lovely person with many redeeming characteristics)
Highlight here? The twitter account that
exists only to try to RT-and-win Funko Pops chiming into the discussion with "There are only two genders, fur-fag". I feel like I won some kind of Twitter achievement for getting called out by someone who uses their entire account trying to win 99 cent pieces of plastic, and for bonus points I'm not sure they actually read my tweet. Needless to say, upon careful consideration of their platform I found it wanting.
I made the mistake of reading those DMs yesterday as the first thing I did upon rolling out of bed. That had a momentary impact on my mood. On the plus side, I have some pretty awesome friends that reminded me how sad it is to go looking for people to insult on Twitter.
Ultimately I consider most of the "counterpoints" presented in this phase to not just be trolling, but brigading from some source. Most were not worthy of any consideration and I got to work out my pointer finger clicking "Report" quite often.
Phase 4 - Much the same as phase 1: That ended late last night. Since then I've actually been able to turn notifications back on on Twitter. The tweet, despite being almost a week old now, is getting RTs every now and then but no one's actually engaging in discussion (can you even call most of it discussion?).
Just as quickly as it arrived, my 5 or 6 days of fame/infamy vanished. The final "Score" as it were is about a quarter of a million people saw my tweet. Definitely not a massive viral explosion but hundreds of times more than I expected. Plus, it's always shocking me to how nasty some people are willing to be to absolute strangers online. However I know for a fact I changed one person's view on the gender binary, at least somewhat, so maybe that was worth it all.
I also re-learned that if you care about anything, a non-insignificant chunk of Twitter will accuse you of having autism.
I'd like to go awhile before having something blow up like that again 8)